Tantrum

This...
This happens to OTHER people.
This happens in OTHER places, not here.
We should not be sitting in a meeting with a grief counselor, telling us how to cope with our loss.
We should not be talking about funeral arrangements... for him, and her.

Death is no respecter of persons... he comes for the rich and poor, the good and bad, the black and white, the sick and the healthy, the young and the old, the happy and the sad.

This, this will take some getting used to.

Proof that life can and will throw random curve balls at you whenever it feels like it.

I'm numb.
I cannot connect with my grief... and it upsets me!
I envy those who can let their pain out at this time.